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| January 15, 2010 |
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BuzzJive is leaving the building...again |
Time: 07:35 PM
By: T-Money
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| My buddy has been kind enough to provide hosting for buzzjive.com for the past couple years. Today I found out that he's taking his sites down, and as a side effect, buzzjive.com will be going down with it. I'll try to archive it and put it away for laughs and giggles and shame at some point in the future, but for now, it will be gone. Hopefully I'll at least find a place to put a splash page that will have info on where you can read more about me or Goofy B. Maybe some free blog site or twitter or something. I dunno. But for now, take this as a warning. BuzzJive is living on borrowed time and will soon be no more. |
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| December 5, 2009 |
| Try this again |
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Time: 10:06 PM
By: Goofy B
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I am sorry if I started the month of on a negative note. I have been going through a lot lately and I am not much in the holiday spirit. I am not much of one to enjoy the holidays any the one stings more than most. I try not to look back and think the way I do, but it is hard not too.
I can't just turn off the feelings I have had for the past ten years. But I have come to a crossroad in my life again. But of all the low points in my life, I don't think I have been hurt by anyone as much as this. I guess I have hurt my share of people too. Maybe it is karma. But there really is only two ways to go. I can quit or not.
I hope that what I have been through in the 25 years prior has given me what I need for this next chapter. These bots depress me. I want to do more around here. I am burning my bacon. Ouch mmmm.....bacon.....
Yes I was actually burning bacon, sorry. I guess what bugs me the most is knowing that I can't buy my children anything for Christmas. Somehow they are having a wonderful magical holiday while I can barely heat my home. I got a tree to put up from their mother's mom. My friend Steve who made Thanksgiving possible for me has helped me try to patch and fix this dump I moved into. Even thanks to my ex I have been able to make visits with my girls work.
I actually thought this week was going to bring the end of some of my woos. I see how the judicial system is rigged for people that have means. I see how the only person I can truly trust is me. I know some awesome people don't get me wrong. But, I have alienated everyone I have know for 10 plus years now. There was a day before that. I would like it back.
Don't be bummed Nick. There are far worse things. And once you hit rock bottom every day after that is an improvement. |
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Time: 10:12 PM
By: Goofy B
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I am sorry if I started the month of on a negative note. I have been going through a lot lately and I am not much in the holiday spirit. I am not much of one to enjoy the holidays anyway, but this one stings more than most. I try not to look back and think the way I do, but it is hard not too.
I can't just turn off the feelings I have had for the past ten years. But I have come to a crossroad in my life again, not willing either, is it ever? But of all the low points in my life, I don't think I have been hurt by anyone as much as this. I guess I have hurt my share of people. Maybe it is karma. But there really is only two ways to go. I can quit or not.
I hope that what I have been through in the 25 years prior has given me what I need for this next chapter. These bots depress me. I want to do more around here. I am burning my bacon. Ouch mmmm.....bacon.....
Yes I was actually burning bacon, sorry. I guess what bugs me the most is knowing that I can't buy my children anything for Christmas. Somehow they are having a wonderful magical holiday despite that. I got a tree to put up from their mother's mom. My friend Steve who made Thanksgiving possible for me has helped me try to patch and fix this dump I moved into. Even thanks to my ex I have been able to make visits with my girls work.
I actually thought this week was going to bring the end of some of my woos. I see how the judicial system is rigged for people that have means. I see how the only person I can truly trust is me. I know some awesome people don't get me wrong. But, I have alienated everyone I have known for the past ten years. There was a day before that. I would like it back.
Don't be bummed Nick. There are far worse things. And once you hit rock bottom every day after that is an improvement. |
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| December 2, 2009 |
| That was rough eh |
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Time: 10:51 AM
By: Goofy B
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Good thing only Nick is around to deal with bots and apparently the most depressing babble to date I think. I didn't mean for it to be so down. Or I didn't want to bum out all you tree hugging hippies, Nick. But seriously Nick you know me a long time. Have i ever been a social dinamo? I am relativly sure I find maybe one person for every 10 years on this planet I feel I can talk to. Hey maybe your the fourth.
I got one to cheer you up. I don't feel as old as I feel.
Oh yeah. Here is something to say or throw out there.
Assassins Creed 2 = Game of the Year. Yeah I said it. Yeah yeah Call of Duty makes more money then any other game ever but if you haven't play through Assassins Creed 2 then shut your face. Oh yeah and Borderlands would be runner up and if you haven't play Uncharted 1 or 2 the only people I have a hard time arguing Game of the Year with are those that bring up Uncharted 2. I have it and I know it is good. I have a hard time playing my PS3 over the 360. But they have made may some strides this year.
I am not sure I want to turn BuzzJive into my boo hoo I hate the world site either. I actually love the world and even if it takes tens year to meet another person like that it is worth the wait for sure.
I bet one of those bots might need a friend... |
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| December 1, 2009 |
| Social Self Sabotage |
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Time: 02:35 AM
By: Goofy B
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So suppose sally sold sea shells...
No wait. Suppose you told yourself and anyone you knew that you wanted to be social. But secretly your subconscious does not allow you too. Maybe making friends sounds like fun to you but it is not all it is cracked up to be.
I think people walking into new surroundings can tell if you are thinking bad thoughts about them in your mind. Have you ever had someone walk up to you and appologize to you for interupting what you were doing? To do your job? Well right after that happens remember the last thing you thought. If it was like something like, die you nazi die, then maybe I am on to something.
Some people go to social networking sites. Facebook,Twitter,MySpace... Myself I like my AntiSocialUnetworkingSite Buzzjive.com. Here I can say anything I want and I can count on feedback from the Russian Bots that inffect my mind...
But that is Ok because I know what my real problem is.
The more I talk to a person the less I want to.
wow even I don't want to talk to me anymore. wow it burns even still after all these years it still burns
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| November 19, 2009 |
| Stupid Bots |
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Time: 05:39 PM
By: Goofy B
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Since I am not sure anyone but bots visit my site I am not sure who I should address, I will say greetings to whom it may concern. T-Money is a busy man since he makes video games and has babies without telling his long lost friends, but he is trying to fix it. I know I have been slacking again. But Modern Warfare launch and preping for Black Friday is a serious job.
Speaking of which we had an amazing launch night and week. First comp week we had in a while and I hope the first of many. I hope to write some reviews soon as well. For now though I must go eat and continue to keep moving forward. I watched Meet the Robinsons last night, if you know what I mean. Well not that you bots have any time to watch movies.
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| October 27, 2009 |
| The truth comes out. |
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Time: 10:59 PM
By: Goofy B
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You would think from my title that I might share some truth with you today...
Well you are wrong. Maybe the truth is too much for you to handle. Maybe the truth is a lie. Maybe everything you believed to be true was only the means to bring you to this moment. Maybe the truth has been hidden deep inside waiting to come out.
I do not believe in accidents. I do believe that there can be meaning in even the most insignificant things. I have been very clouded in my judgment. I trusted based on blind faith and one sided love. I should have known better. But sometimes you can be to close to a situation to see the truth.
For those that may be wondering I have not been myself for the past 3 months. I have been through some life changing events. I am now awake! I plan to stay this way for some time. I made some choices recently and I have chosen to live. I am sad to see little activity on my site but I will not ever give up again. If I have to rant to myself day in and day out I will. If you want to join me you can.
I have some thoughts on some movies and games to share. I have thoughts on my most recent work of art. For my good friends out there I want you to know. The old me is returning. I am doing a painting. So far it is only in the development stages. But I will say this it is unlike anything I have ever taken on. I am now working on a space to work on it in. I am converting my extra room to my art studio. And yes I still got it. I don't know why I gave up on it like I did. But I will never give up on it again. I have a vision and I can't wait to share it with my closest friends.
I know that my talent is a gift just like each day is a gift. I no longer want to ignore my gifts. I have more going for me today then I ever did. I know more today and have more tools at my disposal then I did 10 years ago. I hope to share my masterpiece with you soon. Hey maybe some of you should wake up with me. Then it would be a revolution my friends. Join me! |
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| October 12, 2009 |
| Lost Time |
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Time: 08:44 PM
By: Goofy B
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You know I haven't mentioned it but one of the catalyst for my new found motivation to keep babbling... I think for the most part I feel like I have not been myself. I was trying to be somebody I wasn't. I wanted more than anything to make someone other than myself happy. In this process I lost myself.
I kick myself thinking about lost time. But then I think about it more and I realize that I was not ready for this. I wasn't ready to share myself with the world. I used to draw all the time. I want to start doing that again. I have some ideas I am going to turn a room in my new place into a studio. It might take a while but I hope to be doing some work soon.
Hopefully I will be able to share some of this you as well. For tonight I am ready for some Monday Night Football. Go Phins!!! |
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